Oh my goodness! I can not believe that it has been almost 2 months since I've blogged. Don't hate me. I've just been busy.
Wow, okay. Where to start. Geez, so much has happened.
Well, let's see, I actually got the job at Starbucks. Way more intense than I had expected. I ended up quitting after only 4 days... I know, that sounds really bad. But I tried to make it work. Believe me, I tried. I was just really uncomfortable and very overwhelmed. Not to mention, I was stressed beyond belief. Okay, enough of that one.
I got another job a few days later, actually. I thought it was going to be better. It was. But... I quit. Big mistake. I shouldn't have quit. I've been kicking myself over it for the past week now.
Now, I'm thinking about applying at Party City. They're hiring for the Halloween season. I figure I'll work there until after Halloween, take the winter to really think about my purpose in life, and get another job in the spring. Also, save for some photography classes, and go from there.
Really though, I'm extremely lost and confused. I feel like nothing has gone according to plan, and I'm just losing control of everything. I just don't know what to do anymore. I thought I had life all figured out (silly me) because I have nothing figured out. I feel like a chicken with its head cut off. So, this might explain why I've not been blogging.
On a happier note, I think I've kinda sorta figured out what area of photography I want to, I guess you could say, specialize in. I've recently become obsessed with Senior Portrait Photography. It's something I've kinda fallen in love with. So if I ever get the opportunity to, I'd love to do just that.
Um yeah, so that's about it. I've made a few mistakes these past couple months, and I've been pretty stressed. Here's to hoping the this month is better and I get some questions answered and I can figure a few things out.
Until next time,
Charlie Sue (:
