The job search...

Hey everyone.

So, on Tuesday I went & filled out a few job application. Like, I actually went to the store & physically filled out an application & gave it to an actual person. I did this at 3 different places. I've filled out applications at quite a few places in the past few months, but haven't heard a thing back from anyone. I've got my fingers crossed that when I call these places tomorrow, they'll have good news for me. Because having filled out so many, & not being hired is getting to be a bit disappointing.

I've been searching & applying since mid March and still, nothing. If it weren't for the fact that I'm 18 & graduated, I wouldn't even bother; but I have so much that I need to save money for. So I have to keep looking and pray that I get a job somewhere & soon.

Oh, I almost forgot. I also applied at 3 different Starbucks in my area. I was looking around at their website & it seems like an awesome place to work. Plus, they don't require you to have any past experience! How cool is that?! I actually really love to get the job at Starbucks. Out of all the places I've applied at, this seems to be like it'll be the best one. If I get this one, I'd be so happy. I've been praying since I've filled out the applications for it, that I'd be able to get the job. I'll keep praying until I do. I'll be calling them tomorrow, and I hoping & praying that I get the job at one of the locations.

I'm 18!

Hey!

So, you know by the title that I'm 18. I've actually been 18 for two days now.

I didn't have some big party, I didn't really do anything. Just what I'd normally do on any given day. Yeah, I know. I've got a boring life. Old news dude.

I actually went out with a friend today, & had a lot of fun. We went out to lunch, hung out at my house for a little bit, went shopping then had dinner. Nothing major, but it'd been like over a year since we've done anything together, so this was really nice.

Lets see, oh yes, I should mention that I got a new camera as a gift. I was so excited about that. I needed a new one so badly.

Now though, the real fun begins. Yeah, you guessed it, I've gotta start the job hunt. I know, fascinating isn't it? I have to have a job by the end of the month. So, the filling out of applications starts tomorrow. Oh, the joys of being an adult.

I think that's it for now. My weekly fitness schedule gets posted, so be on the lookout for it (:

Until then,
Bye

Isaiah 41:10

Hey everyone,
Wow, its been awhile since I've done one of these.

Isaiah 41:10
Fear not, for I am with you; Be not dismayed, for I am your God.
I with strengthen you, Yes I will help you, I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.

It's amazing how many times God tells us in His word "do not be afraid" & "do not fear." It's as if He's trying to tell us something.
He's always going to be with us, no matter what. So why are we still afraid? I'm guilty of this myself. I'm afraid of a lot of things & my fears hold me back, a lot. Why do we have this fear, why are afraid of so many things? Like, if we weren't supposed to be afraid, why did God give us this feeling. If we aren't supposed to fear things, why did God give is the ability to fear? He gave us feeling for a reason, He didn't want robots, but why give us the feeling of fear or the feeling of being afraid? Was it so we could fully rely on Him when we're afraid? Was it so we could have the strength to face our fears with Him by our side? Or maybe it's none of these things. Maybe we, as humans, gave ourselves something to fear or be afraid of.

So if we really ask ourselves this question, where did fear come from, what answer do we get? Because we know that God is with us always, why is there a need for it?

Now, I'm not saying that it's wrong to be afraid, or fear something. All I'm wanting to get at is, why do we have it? Because I really don't think that the God of Love & Mercy would give us things to fear. I think, that we as human being, do it to ourselves.

That saying, "there's nothing to fear but fear itself" I think it's true. You're not really afraid of something until you start thinking about it. Ya know?

So, with all that being said, what are your thoughts? I really want to know. What's your opinion, do you agree, disagree, why? Did it make sense, did it not?  Please, let me know in the comments below.

Wow, kinda not what I had planned for this, but it kinda just happened.
I hope you all enjoyed it, & I hope I didn't confuse ya. (:

Until next time,
Bye <3

Fitness Journal time

Hey guys,
It's that time again & I'm just gonna jump right in (:

Monday: I did Thailand Tush 1x & Malibooty 1x

Tuesday: I really killed it. St. Topez 1x Sunkissed 1x & Abs on fire 1x.

Wednesday: ah, here comes the sudden decline. I was only able to fit in the Summer Slim workout 1x

Thursday: I did two routines by Jessica Smith. Standing abs & Cardio KickBoxing Abs. Plus went downtown & played catch with my brother before the fireworks started.

Friday: active rest day. Went to the store.

Saturday: walked 0.89 miles. Turned out to be an active rest day, again..

Sunday: Sunday Runday! Well, walkday. Walked at a brisk pace for 1.73 miles (:

Thoughts on this week:
This wasn't my best week. I had a lot of slip ups, & days where I didn't really workout. I woke up really late everyday this week as well. But, I did manage to stay away from late night snacking for the majority of the week. Which is good. I kinda pigged out tonight, not a good idea, but YOLO right? Haha

Goals for this coming week:
Wake up at 8:00 everyday.
Workout everyday.
No late night snacking.
Walk at least 1 to 2 miles every other day.
Stay positive.
Don't give up!

Now it's time to plan next weeks workouts & then hit the sack (:

It's July Already?!?

Hey guys!

Can you believe it? It's already July. Like, when did this happen?! The year is almost over. It's crazy. Haha

Anyway, so I guess I need to catch you all up on all things me (:

Okay, so I know I''ve been focusing on my Fitness Journal Entries & I hope I'm not boring you all with that. Just trying to keep myself accountable.

Hmm.. lets see, what else has been going on? Oh yes, I got my license! I had gone & taken the test in May, not sure of the exact date, but I didn't pass at that time. Needless to say, I was really upset about it. Like to the point where I didn't want to drive anymore. Yeah, that upset. Finally though, I got back behind the wheel, practiced the things I needed to work on (namely, parallel parking) & got another test scheduled. So, on June 19, I went & took the test again, & passed! Needless to say, I was super happy. Since having my license, I've only taken one solo trip.

Oh, um, for the past couple weeks we've been going fishing. It's totally not my thing. I've tried it every time we go, but I just don't like it. We actually rented a boat last week, which was pretty fun. I think I must've been allergic to the seats though, because I've got this terribly itchy rash. Other than that, it was fun.

Oh yes, we got a new kitty back in May & she is just the cutest little thing. So full of energy.

I've made the decision to wait until I turn 18 to get a job. I figure I'll have more option & more places will be open to hiring me. I kinda just want to enjoy my last few days of "childhood" before I have to be an adult & work. Ya know?

Also, I've been doing a lot of thinking. Well, maybe not a lot, but I've been thinking about a few things. If I want to go to college & what I'd want to go for, just to name a couple. I mean, I know I want to take a few photography classes, but do I really wanna go to college for it? Just something I need to think about.

Something that's been on my mind of late is maybe going to cosmetology school. Maybe open a business & do like an all day makeover plus photoshoot kinda thing. Make it really affordable & help girls with their confidence & help them feel beautiful. Just a thought.

I think that's pretty much all there is to tell. Not much else has happened. So I guess I will talk to you all later.

Bye!